I’m not doing so well with dealing with Grandma being gone today, even though its been almost 4 years now. I just really miss her. I don’t know what is wrong with me.
I was looking at our old house on the internet and its being foreclosed on. The people who owned it really destroyed it. I feel so bad because it was the best home I ever had. I don’t care how poor we were, it was always home. I miss it and I miss her.
I don’t know why I feel so lonely. I know I have friends but I miss being able to call her. I miss knowing that there is one person in the world who loved me regardless of anything I accomplished or didn’t accomplish. I know that people love me but no one has ever made me feel as loved, unconditionally as Grandma.
She didn’t deserve dying the way she did. She deserved a lot better. I hope she knew how much I loved her.